L'Arc en Ciel Fanfiction .::. Fall Apart

Episode 2 ~The Sweet Scent of Memories~

Sakura walked out towards the street. His eyes were full of tears. "Haido... how can you question me... when you have so often spent your time fooling around with just about... anyone..." He paced down the street slowly. "You laugh at me, and play those stupid jokes when there are people around us... you don’t have the balls to confess our love, and you deny us... you... you don’t even have the balls to say ‘I love you’. In three years, I never heard you say that."

Sakura entered the run-down apartment where his dealer led his business. He waited patiently for him to attend him. Memories flowed inside his head.

"Our first time... you were so scared... you looked so sweet..."

Three years ago...

Hyde entered Sakura’s apartment looking at everything eagerly.

"Nee... Sakura-chan..." Hyde started.

"Chan??"

Hyde grinned looking at him.

"You live alone?"

"Yeah."

"Your place is small, but cozy. I like it."

"Oh, thanks."

"Where’s the kitchen?"

Sakura smiled and took Hyde by the waist, then led him up to the kitchen. Hyde tried to move towards the refrigerator, but Sakura pulled him away from it.

"I’ll give you a tour around the house." Sakura said smiling.

"Oh!" Hyde started to laugh, and posed imitating a tourist, mocking a gaijin accent.

"Can I take pictures, Sakura San?" Hyde played the tourist role laughing.

"No, you can’t. This is a restricted area."

"Ohh how lucky I am to be allowed in here!"

"Yes, you are. Here is the bathroom..."

"Ah... very nice." Hyde answered in English.

"And here..." Sakura said leading Hyde by the waist inside a small, dark room. "... is the bedroom."

Hyde shook mildly and smiled.

"Ah... very nice too!" He said in English again. "When do we eat?" He went on in Japanese.

"After we finish what we started..." Sakura said in a deep husky voice and pushed Hyde onto the bed. Hyde looked at him startled.

"No... no, wait!" Hyde pleaded.

Sakura’s hands held him against the bed by the waist, and his face was getting closer to his.

"Stop! No! I can defend myself!" Hyde yelled scared.

"From my kiss?" Sakura asked amused.

"Uh..." Hyde couldn’t answer and he let Sakura kiss him wildly... even more wildly than before.

Sakura’s hands moved slowly, brushing Hyde’s skin under his clothes, Hyde moaned inside the kiss with every stroke Sakura delivered him, and soon the small, long-haired singer started caressing Sakura’s stomach under his shirt.

"Take it off, Sakura..." Hyde asked in a soft whisper, taking advantage of a brief gasp Sakura took. The drummer took off his shirt and unhooked his pants, Hyde slipped one little hand under them, and caressed his aroused manhood giggling.

"You are so turned on... by me?" Hyde asked sheepishly.

"You are turned on too..." Sakura groaned, caressing Hyde’s crutch over his leather pants.

"Yes, I am..." Hyde laughed. "Keep kissing me, please..."

"I want more than kissing, now..." Sakura replied tickling Hyde’s ear with his soft whisper. Hyde laughed.

"OK. You take the lead..."

Sakura took Hyde’s pants off, together with his boxers, and began caressing the small man’s arousal eagerly, as he heard him moan.

"What... what will you do to me, Sakura...?" Hyde asked between gasps and moans, rubbing his own groin and entangling his fingers with Sakura’s. Sakura watched him turned on and pleased.

"You will see..."

Sakura took Hyde’s legs and pulled them apart in a sudden move, Hyde resisted at first, propping his head up, his eyes wide open.

"Daijobu, Haido... don’t be afraid..."

"Un...un..." Hyde nodded and rested his head back on the bed. Sakura sunk his head between Hyde’s legs and delivering small pecks on his crotch traced a trail of kisses up to the roaring small man’s arousal, Sakura’s hands held Hyde’s thighs strongly. As he began to blow him, Hyde yelled out in pleasure.

Sakura’s eager tongue pranced along Hyde’s most tender parts, enticing him, playing with him, making him moan and yell. Then he began sucking from him softly and felt Hyde’s hands caressing his head, while he propped his hips up, instinctively trying to thrust into Sakura’s mouth, and Sakura pushed him down with it.

Hyde screamed and moaned in pleasure, his husky voice filled the room as he shook his head craving for more, wishing to make that moment last forever. Pleasure filling his body and running in his veins. Sakura blew him harder, while holding his legs up by the back of his knees. The tension arousing in Hyde’s body came to a peak, causing him to explode shouting as he came.

Sakura looked up, and glanced at Hyde, who had stopped shaking his head and fidgeted almost choking. The small man’s eyes were closed tightly and he grinned in the sweetest expression of abandon and pleasure.

The drummer smiled at him... He was so sweet and delicate. So frail and adorable... He released Hyde’s legs that fell limply to his sides, and took off his pants and underwear. Hyde’s eyes were still closed, he was still smiling.

Sakura caressed Hyde’s testicles softly, and Hyde laughed amused.

"You are so great, Sakura..." Hyde moaned.

"It’s not over yet, bishounen..."

"Huh?" Hyde was startled as he felt Sakura’s finger slide inside him. He tried to move backwards, but Sakura pushed him down by the stomach.

"Easy... you’ll like it..."

"W...Wait! Uh... wait... I..."

"Shhh... easy... you won’t let me unsatisfied, will you?"

"Uh... I’m a guy, Sakura!"

"I know, Haido..." Sakura slowly slid another finger inside Hyde, which caused the vocalist to shriek. He could feel how soft and warm he was inside... but he forced himself to work on him slowly. It was the short man’s first time. And Sakura knew he would want encores.

"It will hurt! Sakura!"

"It won’t hurt." Sakura calmed him with a smooth voice, as he took off his fingers and dug them into a petroleum jelly pot he had in a drawer. Then resumed his finger work inside Hyde, who moaned at the repeated touch.

"I’m scared... Sakura..."

"Shhh... don’t be..."

Sakura took his fingers off and holding Hyde’s legs apart and up, he slowly entered him, hearing him burst in a loud cry.

"Sa...!! Sakura!!!!!" Hyde bellowed as loud as his lungs allowed him.

"Easy, boy... easy..."

"It hurts!!!!!!!!" Hyde yelled shaking his head and crying in pain.

"Shh... don’t cry... brave boys don’t cry..."

"But it hurts!!!!" Hyde kept yelling and tried to kick, uselessly, Sakura’s hold was very tight. The pain was shattering. He felt as if his body was going to be torn by Sakura’s dick inside him. Tears were streaming down his face as he gasped. The pain was so deep, he couldn’t even scream any more.

"Good boy... Relax... and you’ll enjoy it..."

Hyde gasped and tried with effort to do as Sakura said. The pain hardly diminished, and he could feel Sakura’s thrusting inside him, taking over his body and his mind. Hyde moaned and fidgeted, still crying, but beginning to enjoy the experience.

Sakura’s thrusting increased its pace. It was deeper, harder... stronger... faster. Hyde bit his lower lip, trying not to scream again. He held on to the headboard tightly, his nails almost sinking in the wood. His eyes pressed so tight it hurt. He began tasting the blood from his lip, the itchy sensation of tears on an open wound. Yet he knew he didn’t want Sakura to stop.

Sakura’s breathing was fast, he moaned as he pushed himself inside Hyde.

"Relax... more..." Sakura urged him. Hyde couldn’t control his body anymore. And suddenly felt a strong deep thrust inside him that caused him to yell out crying, his scream melting with Sakura’s own. Sakura came inside Hyde and dropped himself on top of him, nesting his face on the vocalist’s neck, then he slowly began withdrawing from inside him.

Hyde cried profusely, curled up and naked on Sakura’s bed as Sakura got dressed.

"Ne... Haido... don’t say you didn’t like it..."

Hyde kept crying.

"OK. I’ll feed you. That will make you stop crying."

Hyde didn’t move and kept crying.

Sakura sat beside him and caressed his forehead.

"What happens, pretty one?"

"Brute!." Hyde answered.

"I hurt you?"

"Yeah!" Hyde shouted.

"You forgive me?"

"Yeah..." Hyde said softly.

"You want to do it again, some time?"

Hyde sobbed. "Yeah... but be more careful with me..."

"Un. Wakatta. Next time it will be easier."

Hyde sobbed still curled.

"I love you, Haido. I want you to be only mine." Sakura confessed, his heart full of love for the delicate creature under his gentle caress. He expected Hyde to return his confession.

"Good. I like that." Was Hyde’s answer

"Sakura san" the voice woke him up from his daylight dream.

"Un."

"Such a long time, ne... I’ve just got what you are looking for..."

"Good."

Hyde rested his forehead on the rim of the bathtub. The warm water soaked his body and caressed the sore muscles under his skin. He was kneeling, unable to sit.

"Why can’t you be like before...?" He asked aloud, as if Sakura were in front of him. "You never minded about anything before..." His mind drifted in a spiral of memories...

"It’s very good Haido... now, this song is supposed to be more enticing... you must make it sexier..." Tetsu smoothly suggested.

"What? I made it pretty sexy!" Hyde protested pouting and giving Tetsu an intense look.

"Can you make it sexier, please?" Tetsu asked softly. "Come on, I know you can..."

"Oh, come on, Tet-chan... I’m tired..." Hyde answered and crossing his arms over his chest he walked towards the couch where he had left his bag with his cigarettes.

"Just one more time, OK?" Tetsu asked smiling sweetly.

"I can’t. I’m tired." Hyde snapped lighting a cigarette.

"Too much play, Doiha-chan..." Ken commented amused, and Hyde grinned at him and blew a large cloud of smoke, then shifted his eyes towards Sakura.

Sakura grinned back and walked from the drums to the vocalist.

"It’s OK, Tet-chan. He will do it. You can thank me later." Sakura said smiling wickedly as he walked towards Hyde.

"Oh... Ok... I think I wanna see this..." Tetsu laughed amused.

Sakura enveloped Hyde in a sweet embrace and kissed his left temple. Hyde chuckled amused and went on with the game, and Sakura walked him back to the spot where the microphone was.

"Sing while I hold you..." Sakura whispered and moved his hand signaling at Ken and Tetsu to begin playing.

"Awwww... how sweet, Sakura!" Both Ken and Tetsu mocked high-pitched voices, amused and making funny faces at them.

"I can’t if you don’t play the drums, Sakura..." Hyde protested laughing. Tetsu turned on the recorder. "I always follow the drums..."

"Hush, little one... imagine the drums..." Sakura said and kissed Hyde’s neck still holding him in his arms, Hyde’s back against his chest.

"OK... it’s gonna be funny..." Hyde relented amused, and he began singing after Tetsu’s cue.

"Oh, too sweet... my teeth are gonna rot away!" Ken commented mocking an affected tone, watching Sakura holding Hyde in his arms and kissing his cheeks as he sung.

"Sexier..." Tetsu suggested looking at Sakura’s and Hyde’s backs. Ken was staring at them grinning.

"Go at him, Sakura!" Ken encouraged, and Sakura slowly slid his hands under Hyde’s shirt. Hyde shrieked.

"Keep singing! Don’t stop!" Tetsu demanded watching in awe. "I wanna see how far they are willing to go..."

Hyde kept singing, his voice getting huskier as he felt Sakura’s hands caressing his skin under the shirt. Hyde closed his eyes and went on. He felt Sakura’s hands undoing his pants, and sliding under his underwear to caress him.

Hyde almost choked, he wanted to stop, but Sakura encouraged him to go on, as he kissed his neck.

Hyde kept singing, almost unable to remember the words, while Sakura slowly caressed his most sensitive parts, arousing him and holding his arousal in his hand, stroking it slowly and relentlessly...

"Sakura is jerking me off while I sing..." Hyde suddenly realized and gasped.

"Keep singing!" Tetsu urged him, watching them and gaping... then turning his head to look at Ken who was gaping by his side.

Hyde stuttered and tried to sing while Sakura held him in his arms and jerked him off.

"Are you taping this, Tet-chan?" Ken asked.

"You bet I am! I even wish I had a camera! I’d blackmail those two!" Tetsu joked. Both him and Ken were unable to believe their eyes.

Hyde tilted his head back and abandoned himself into Sakura’s gentle touch...

"Now scream..." Sakura whispered, and his hands moved faster. Hyde started humming and moaning, the words didn’t come to his mind, and he finally screamed loudly when he came in Sakura’s hands, dropping himself in the strong arms that held him. Sakura kissed his head smiling.

"Kleenex... several..." Sakura asked. Hyde was gasping in his arms.

Tetsu stopped the recorder and looked at everyone.

"Uh... just... you two don’t get used to doing this..."

"Yeah, it was only for an educational purpose..." Ken commented nodding.

"Yeah... like... we won’t do this live..." Tetsu said. "Though we’d show up at every rock magazine..."

"You bet we would..." Ken commented still in awe after what he had just seen.

"Yet it’s not the kind of press we want to get..." Tetsu mumbled, his eyes still wide open.

Hyde panted, eyes still closed, he smiled blushing. "Sakura... no... hentai..."

"Wakatta." Sakura smiled. "Now you will listen to the tape and remember this every time you sing it..."

Hyde nodded blushing and walked towards the couch putting his clothes back in place. "It’s embarrassing, Sakura!"

"You didn’t look too embarrassed before!" Ken said laughing.

"Don’t do this again!" Hyde said blushing.

"You didn’t resist much!" Sakura laughed.

"Uh... uh..." Hyde didn’t know what to say, as all six eyes were set on him, staring amused.

"Ahh... those days... Sakura... Why are they gone...?" Hyde smiled sadly at the sweet memory. And slowly fell asleep.