L'Arc en Ciel Fanfiction .::. Fall Apart

Episode 8 ~Armageddon~

One hour later, Hyde was rubbing his stomach and grinning silly.

"Ahhh... feels so good! Feels so good I almost got the courage to confront him! Curry rice works miracles!"

"...wine too..." the waitress said between teeth as she took the generous tip and cleared the table. Hyde smiled sweetly as he got up and walked towards his home. He was sure everything would come out well. And Sakura would be the sweet lover he used to be before once again.

He arrived in ten minutes and opened the large building glass door. He greeted the concierge smiling and softly padded along the dark carpeted lobby towards the elevators. After a few seconds of waiting, he took the elevator, humming and as he was close to reaching his floor he was startled by the increasingly loud music.

"Sakura? It’s so late! How can you pump the volume so high?" Hyde said to himself shaking his head as he walked towards his door. He unlocked it, turned the knob and walked in.

The scene developing before his eyes was more than he could believe. Sakura was naked with a visibly underage girl, having sex on Hyde’s couch.

"Sa-Sa-Sakurahhhhh!!!!!!!!" Hyde yelled in fury. Sakura turned his head to look at him, his eyes were but slits, his slurry voice together with his wicked grin gave him a scary look.

The girl moved away from Sakura and backed against a wall. Sakura stumbled towards Hyde, grinning... and very stoned.

"Sa-Sakura!! What is this?! Are you insane?! You motherfucker son of a bitch!!" Hyde couldn’t hold himself, screaming on top of his lungs as tears sprung from his eyes.

"Ne... Haido... I had such a hard-on... baby... and you didn’t come home..." Sakura laughed loudly.

"You are stoned and... and... you are fucking a teenager in my house!!"

"Yeah... I wanted to fuck you instead... but you weren’t here! So it’s your own fucking fault!"

Hyde slapped Sakura strongly, and Sakura grabbed him by the arms. They fought both yelling madly and insulting each other violently. Hyde managed to deliver a strong punch right on Sakura’s jaw, which caused the drummer to falter and fall to the ground. Sakura began laughing as he felt his back hitting the carpet.

"Get out of here!" Hyde yelled at the girl sitting by the wall. "Get out of my place now!!"

Sakura grabbed Hyde by the testicles and tugged strongly, causing him to twist in pain, yelping as he collapsed in a ball.

"Who do you think you are to give orders to my entertainment? Huh?" Sakura pushed Hyde against the wall and signaled to the girl to come over.

"See? Whatever your slutty name is... This is Haido... and what I will do to him now... you must see..." Sakura grinned maliciously as he began tearing up Hyde’s clothes. Hyde tried to fight him, but Sakura hit him repeatedly until Hyde gave up the fight.

Suddenly Sakura grabbed Hyde by his left ankle and dragged him across the room, his bare back burning from the friction. Hyde yelled and tried to escape from him by kicking, but all his efforts were useless. Sakura caught him by the shoulders and threw him on the sofa. Hyde tried to kick his face but Sakura dodged him.

"Nice try... pretty boy... now... I’ll show you what it is to aim... and hit the right spot..." As Sakura said this, he pulled Hyde’s legs apart and strongly thrust himself inside him.

Hyde yelled out in despair, twisting to try to push him away, trying to escape. The young girl watched them, in a discomposed face.

"Ne... Haido... I’m hurting you?" Sakura laughed evilly. Hyde’s body shook at the pain as he panted, feeling his insides being torn by Sakura’s strong thrusts.

Hyde screamed on top of his lungs, he tried to grab something and hit Sakura with it, but his frantic hands couldn’t reach anything. Sakura was ripping him up inside, causing him the most terrible pain, breaking his body in half, and Hyde couldn’t yell any louder, or cry any louder than he was already doing.

"Dare ka!!! Tasukete!!!" Hyde screamed crying and kicking, trying to push Sakura away. He tried to twist and turn and escape, but Sakura was holding him fiercely, pinning him down to the sofa.

"Please!! Somebody help me!!!" Hyde’s voice was full of despair. The young girl grabbed her things and ran away.

"Shut up, piece of shit!" Sakura punched Hyde on the chest, causing him to gasp, almost unable to breathe. "You made my whore run away!" Sakura protested, and drove himself inside him even harder, feeling the smaller man’s flesh tearing as he did it.

Hyde couldn’t scream any more... he couldn’t cry anymore... he could barely breath.

Suddenly he felt Sakura cumming inside him, the warm liquid being released inside him abruptly, burning him like acid against his torn flesh... a few seconds later he got the notion of his rapist dropping to the floor.

Hyde wrapped himself in his own arms, and curling into a ball he began to cry. Sakura didn’t say a word. A stream of blood was spreading on Hyde’s numb legs and on the sofa.

"S-son of a bitch..." Hyde gasped. "You-you raped me..." he cried. Sakura didn’t move or answer.

"You raped me!!" Hyde yelled gasping and rolling on his side he fell to the floor by Sakura’s side.

Sakura’s eyes were blank, and from his quivering jaw a white frothy drool was dropping to the floor.

Hyde was startled. "You overdosed!!" He tried to scream, his voice failed him.

Hyde grabbed Sakura by the arms and shook him as much as he could. No response. Sakura was lying on the floor limply... his gaze absent... his face pale... his mind adrift.

"Sakura!! Sakura!! Sakura!! Oh, please, no!! Sakura!!" Hyde shook him wildly, his own body shaking too. Oblivious to his own pain, as the desperation of losing his loved one arose in his body.

"Sakura!! I love you!! Sakura!! Please don’t!! Don’t die!! Sakura!!" Hyde cried hysterically. "I love you!! I love you!! I love you!!"

Hyde rushed crawling towards the phone and called the emergency number. He was stammering and trying to make sense, without telling them his lover had overdosed on heroin.

As he hung up, he instinctively dialed a second number.

"Tet-chan?"

"Haido?"

"Come home, please..."

"What’s up?"

"It’s an emergency... Sakura is ill... I think he’s dead..."

"What?!"

Hyde hung up and crawled back to Sakura. Blood dripping along his thighs, his legs almost too numb to let him move. Once there, he nested his head on his lover’s chest and cuddling him he began singing him a lullaby while he cried profusely.

"Sakura... ai shite iru, yo... ai shite iru... Sakura..." He would whisper softly between verses. "Don’t die... I’m not mad... I won’t ever be mad if you just wake up... I said I love you..."

Tetsu arrived in the middle of a ruckus at Hyde’s place. Sakura was lying on a sofa, being attended on by the paramedics and doctors, and the police were searching the place. Hyde was crouching in a corner, crying, naked, only covered by a blanket.

"What the hell is going on here?" Tetsu yelled out.

"Tet-chan..." Hyde sobbed, and Tetsu ran towards him.

"What happened, Haido?" Tetsu asked crouching by him.

"Sakura overdosed... the cops are here... he’s getting arrested... if he ever comes to his senses again..." Hyde said and began to cry profusely hugging Tetsu. Tetsu held him in his arms. This had to be a nightmare.

"Who are you?" A policeman asked Tetsu.

"I’m a friend of his." Tetsu answered holding Hyde.

"Your friend is in deep trouble."

"He’s innocent. He doesn’t have anything to do with drugs."

"He’s coming with us. We’ll have to see that." The policeman said and grabbed Hyde by an arm. Hyde got up crying. He could hardly move his legs, and he stumbled down to the floor, feeling a thread of blood dripping on his thighs.

"Please, Tet-chan, don’t leave me alone!"

"I have to go with him! I tell you he’s innocent!" Tetsu protested, holding Hyde.

"Of course you are coming too..." The policeman said and escorted them both to a patrol car. Sakura was still unconscious. The doctors put him in an ambulance.

"Will he be OK?" Hyde yelled from the patrol car. The flashing lights on it seemed to cut the darkness into a red wave of light.

"We don’t know yet." One of the nurses snapped and closed the ambulance door as both Tetsu and Hyde were driven to the police station.

A week later... at Hyde’s home...

"He raped him?!" Ken yelled unable to believe Tetsu’s words.

"Hush! He will hear you! I think he did... I don’t know. Haido won’t talk about it." Tetsu said. "From what I’ve seen... I conclude he..." Tetsu cut his speech when he caught sight of Hyde walking quietly inside the room.

"I wanna go see him, Tet-chan, please... take me to the police station..." Hyde mumbled in a painful voice.

"You can’t go there now, Haido..." Tetsu answered calmly and got up to lead Hyde back to his bedroom.

"Please I have to see him!" Hyde begged clinging to Tetsu’s arm. His eyes full of tears.

"Sakura is on his own now. We can’t help him. I warned him about this!"

"Tetsuya!! Don’t be so cold!! I must see him!! If you don’t take me there I’ll go by myself!!" Hyde yelled. His body was sore, he walked with difficulty and the despair rising up in his body caused him to shake and stumble down to the floor.

"Look at the state you are in!" Tetsu tried to catch Hyde and lifted him in his arms.

"Tetsu... Sakura is not to blame... he was stoned... he didn’t know what he was doing... and besides... besides... this is... all my fault... in the end..." Hyde sobbed panting.

"How can it possibly be your fault?! He brutalized you!" Ken yelled out, visibly mad.

"Because... I cheated on him..." Hyde gasped.

"Oh, God... you are such a pathetic fag, Haido..." Ken turned rolling his eyes.

"Please let me say goodbye..."

"No way, Haido. You’ll stay here." Tetsu snapped, quite angry.

Hyde cried profusely, holding Tetsu’s shoulders and shaking them.

"I love you, Sakura... I love you... Did you finally listen to me? I said it... I said it to your face, Sakura... I’ve always loved you..." He finally dug his head below Tetsu’s chin. Tetsu put Hyde on the sofa with care.

"As soon as you get any better, Haido... you’re on vacation. I’ll handle the band problems with help of Ken. You need time alone." Tetsu started talking after leaving Hyde on the sofa, and he took his agenda to write down his notes on it.

"Please, Tet-chan... please..." Hyde looked up sobbing.

"I’ll take you to your home as soon as the doctors allow it. And it’s the end of it." Tetsu snapped.

"Please... I beg you... just five minutes... for goodbye..."

Ken took Hyde in his arms and carried him to bed. "He needs a sedative, Tet-chan..."

Tetsu turned his wrist and took a look at his watch.

"Yeah, it’s already time. They are on the night table. First drawer." Tetsu said sighing.

"Please, Tet-chan..." Hyde begged from Ken’s arms.

"Be quiet, Haido." Ken said softly as he put the small man on the bed. "...And take this, it will do you good." He added handing him a pink, small pill and a glass of water.

"Please, Ken... take me to see him... just once more... five minutes... it’s important."

"Nothing matters anymore, Haido." Ken patted Hyde’s head. "Take this thing now, and I might think about it." He lied.

Hyde nodded and took the pill. Half an hour later he was sound asleep.

"Sakura... I love you..." Hyde dreamed of holding Sakura’s hand for the last time.

"I love you too, pretty one..." The voice in his dream comforted him... only an illusion.

The End.